Frail by Joan Frances Turner

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Frail is the second book in an amazing Zombie trilogy by Joan Frances Turner. The first book, Dust, was an incredible new take on zombie-unlife, making zombies emotive, conscious beings. Frail follows up by telling the story of Amy, one of the last surviving humans after the plague that turned both zombies and humans alike into a new undead species called the Exes, invincible creatures that are neither alive nor dead. 

Amy is a very well written character, with a confusing and complex past that haunts her, and her slow descent into madness is told in such a way that we feel what she feels. Turner has always been really good at getting me to relate to her characters. The plot of the book, while at times confusing, is really cool and fascinating. The way everything sort of unfolds near the end but is also never fully explained leaves it very open for another sequel. 

The only complaint I have about this book would be that there were times when it seemed a little repetitive in Amy’s thought process. But I suppose that might just be realistic, since no two nuerodivergent people are the same, and god knows that with what Amy goes through that she is not at all sane. 

I look forward to reading the final book in the trilogy, Grave, which I’ll be buying once it comes out in paperback. If you like zombies, then you should definitely check out Dust and Frail. They’re definitely worth the read and as someone who doesn’t normally go for zombie books, I really enjoyed them. I finished Frail in just a few hours. Overall, I give it a 4/5. 

The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer by Ridley Pearson

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Imagine, if you will, a young twelve year old chubby native american girl wandering through the twisting, maze-like aisles of the largest used book store in Oklahoma. The smell of old paper hangs heavy in the air. She is allowed to roam freely, unsupervised, in this eden-like paradise for bibliophiles. The girl finds herself lost within the deepest bowels of the warehouse like shop, bookshelves looming over her like watch towers, and she begins to wonder if wandering off alone was a good idea.

‘Nonsense!’ She tells herself with a huff, poofing her chest out defiantly as she continues on, encouraged as she seems to have reached the back wall, the end of the maze. ‘You’re practically an adult!’ The girl muses, looking around for some clue as to her location in the store in order to get her bearings. Finally, after a few tense, silent moments of fervent searching, she sees a sign.

HORROR BOOKS. HARDCOVER 3.00 AND UP. PAPERBACK 1.00 AND UP.

The girl gulps audibly. She’s read mystery books, thrillers, crime novels, sure. But this section of the store had been very clearly labeled as ‘forbidden and off limits’ by her parents. This was uncharted territory.

But, girls will be girls, and those children’s scary stories weren’t going to sustain her forever. In fact, she had already begun to get weird looks from parents of toddlers as she scoured the kid’s section of the story for books about ghosts.

So, mustering her courage, she explored.

Something caught her eye, and she stood on her tip toes to tug it out of it’s place on the dusty shelf. The gargoyle on the cover made her shiver and without even reading the back of it, she ran back through the maze to the front of the store to buy it.

It must have been Fall 2006 or 2007 when I first read this book, on that fateful day when I wandered away from my parents at Gardner’s book store in Tulsa. I still remember those first moments of icy terror that gripped my tiny little heart, and the strange fascination I had with the sexuality of the book. (I had just begun to question my own sexual orientation at the time). This book has been incredibly important to me, and I keep it amongst some of my oldest book-friends. The book is written like it could be true, in fact the actual author’s name is no where to be found in the book itself, so unless you had access to the internet (which, as a 12 year old who lived out in the country and didn’t even own a gameboy yet, I most certainly did not), you had no real way of knowing that this book was actually part of the wonderful marketing plan for Stephen King’s TV miniseries Rose Red, which came out in 2002. The book’s author is Ridley Pearson and it was published in 2001, as the account of real events from the perspective of Ellen Rimbauer, an oil tycoon’s young wife.

Ellen is a strong character. She is, for the most part, frightened and repulsed by her husband. In the early sections of the book she does genuinely love him and is aroused by him, but there are also definite moments where she lusts after other women, and upon meeting Sukeena, her black maid, she very clearly admits to herself that she is bisexual (not using that term, of course), having both a romantic and sexual interest in both men and women. The story is centered around the creation of her grand palace in Seattle, Washington, which she names Rose Red, and the paranormal happenings that occur within the walls of the house. Between the haunting of her home and her romantic and sexual encounters with both her husband and her lover, Sukeena, the book is just full of bewildering situations, especially to the eyes of a twelve year old sheltered christian girl.

I think its safe to say that the book kind of changed my life. I kept it hidden under my bed away from my parents, for sure that if they found it and read its contents that they would throw it away. The scary parts terrified me, and the sexual parts aroused a curiosity in me that later in my life would slowly manifest itself into a full blown identity revelation (I still remember the exact moment I was laying in bed with one of my childhood friends about two years later, and I found myself wanting to kiss her and I realized, well, hell, I must be gay).

The book is very well written and at the very least, entertaining. My rose colored glasses can’t keep me from scrutinizing it’s grammar and writing style as an adult, so I can say without hesitation that it is, as a whole, a phenomenal piece of literature and is highly underrated and little known. It deserves a lot more attention than it got, not only as a fantastic book but also as an incredible marketing tactic. Well done, Stephen King. Well done.

A Brief Guide to NaNoWriMo Prep

So, this year will be my sixth year to participate in National Novel Writing Month, and I’m pretty excited. I hope to, at the very least, get a 25k word novella out of it, but if I could develop a plot outline good enough for the whole 50k, that would be awesome too. I’ve only won twice-in 2011, my first year, and last year, 2015.  My story this year will be a supernatural LGBT romance/horror, so that’s exciting. But I was just thinking about how I wasn’t really sure what to do my first year, and I’ve certainly learned a few tricks over the years that have helped me to properly prepare so that I can make that deadline easier without having to sacrifice my health. Therefore, the goal of this post is to share some basic pointers on how to prepare for Nano. Let’s go!

  1. Perfect your Summary. Having a good synopsis is like having a strong foundation for a house. If your summary is muddled or confused or kind of dull to you, I imagine that turning that summary into a 50k word novel won’t be much help, and will probably just aggravate you.
  2. Write about something you care about. If you genuinely care about your characters and your plot,
  3. Prepare a detailed plot outline. Plan out your chapters and every event that happens in that chapter.
  4. From the very beginning, carve out 30 minutes a day for just writing. It can be as soon as you get home from school or out of classes, after dinner, before bed. Just make that time and stick to a schedule. It really will help. The goal to hit is 1667-2000 words per day to finish on time.
  5. Find your optimal time and place to write where your creativity can work at its peak. Some people work better in quiet places by themselves, some people work better in a crowded place surrounded by background noise. Some people are early birds and some people are night owls. Find what works best for you and harness that.
  6. Fill out character profile sheets to flush out the personalities and past’s of your characters. Especially for your mains. You have do a little more planning than just their basic description and age.

Those are just my top six pieces of advice. I also decided to share my favorite character profile sheet. I posted it on tumblr so that others could use it if they wanted. You can get it here! Happy Writing!

  • Name:
  • Nickname:
  • Birthday/Age:
  • Hair (color, style):
  • Eyes:
  • Skin:
  • Height:
  • Weight:
  • Build:
  • Pronouns:
  • Preferred Gender:
  • Sexual Orientation:
  • Romantic Orientation:
  • Mental Disorders (if any):
  • Habits:
  • Attitude:
  • Fashion Style:
  • Speed/Voice:
  • Scent:
  • Languages:
  • Ethnicity:
  • Nationality:
  • Religion:
  • Birthplace:
  • Current Residence:
  • Education:
  • Occupation:
  • Interests:
  • Hobbies/Skills:
  • Likes:
  • Dislikes:

Rosemary’s Baby by Ira Levin

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This book review is long overdue. I, being raised in an incredibly Christian environment, was obviously never allowed to read or watch Rosemary’s Baby until I was well out of the sheltered roof of my parents. I first saw Rosemary’s Baby, the incredible 1968 movie starring Mia Farrow, on netflix two years ago. Since then, I’ve watched it at least a hundred times, bought my own copy of the DVD and have now read the book through twice, since my eager purchase of it when I found it in a local used book store.

Anyway, on to the actual review. I adore this book. It is, in my opinion, far superior to the movie. The movie pretty much copies the book word for word, especially in the dialogue, but won’t we don’t really get in the movie, despite Mia Farrow’s ridiculously amazing acting, is Rosemary’s thoughts, which play a pretty big role in the book. In the movie, you don’t really know that Rosemary GENUINELY likes Minnie and that Sapirstien is actually much more caring and kind to Rosemary than he is portrayed. And in the book, Rosemary doesn’t suspect a single thing is suspicious with Minnie and Roman and Guy until like the last two or three chapters. Which makes her realization of the betrayal even more jarring than the movie.

All those comparisons aside though, the movie does a really good job of getting the important parts of the book correct. It is set in 1966, in New York City, and the story revolves around the housewife of a struggling actor who gets pregnant under…questionable circumstances, unbeknownst to her. The book is extremely well written, Ira Levin is known for his prose, and he certainly does not disappoint in Rosemary’s Baby. The characters are all very developed and you grow very attached to the main character, Rosemary. I have no complaints about this book, and can without a doubt say it is one of my favorites. My only real qualm might be that it portrays Satanists as being kind of awful and lets-put-people-in-a-coma-and-kill-them-to-get-them-out-of-our-way and very hey-we-just-met-this-chick-lets-set-her-up-to-be-raped-and-bear-satans-child, whereas, in real life, satanists (which are NOT synonymous to witches, by the way) are a lot more chill and a lot of them are actually like environmentalists and very accepting and nice in general. (I know this because I have a few friends who are Satanist and honestly I’ve never met nicer people).

Overall, it gets a solid 5/5 from me. It’s an easy read, not too long and not at all dry, while also being fairly fast paced for being one of the more ‘slow’ horror books (since people aren’t being butchered, it more or less follows the life of a pregnant housewife). If you are a horror fan and haven’t already, you should definitely give this a read.

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Birthday by Koji Suzuki

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For anyone who has ever heard of The Ring or Ringu, this is a must read. I, myself, am a huge fan of Japanese horror, whether it be books, movies or video games, so when I found this book on thriftbooks.com, you can imagine how ecstatic I was. My favorite movie in the Ringu/Ring franchise is Ringu 0: Birthday, the movie directly inspired by this book. 

The story begins with introducing us to a character called Takano Mai. As with all Ringu characters, she doesn’t stick around for long. The majority of this book is set 24 years after Yamamura Sadako’s death, and is told from the perspective of Toyama, a man who knew Sadako when she was eighteen and nineteen years old. They were lovers and he recalls the events that led up to her death, unbeknownst to him. 

My favorite character in the Ringu franchise has always been Sadako. In fact, when I was younger she used to be my imaginary friend. I used to write letters to her and doodle pictures of her in the margins of my homework assignments. I felt a kinship with her, what preteen hasn’t? Being misunderstood and feeling like an outcast, a freak, comes with the territory of growing up. But Sadako always held a special place in my heart because she was so powerful, powerful enough to exact her revenge upon her murderers and abusers from beyond her watery tomb at the bottom of that well. 

That’s why this book has easily become one of my favorites. It is the prequel and the sequel to all the events that lead up to the first Ringu/Ring book and movie. It tells us the story of who she was, how she loved, and and what kind of personality she had before she because a curse. Koji-sama is an amazing writer, creating for us a vivid depiction of a horrific and tragic number of events that created Sadako’s infamous video tape. 

I highly recommend this book to anyone who likes horror. It’s very well translated from its original Japanese and it’s easy to read. I finished it in less than two hours. Overall, it gets a 5/5 from me. I can’t wait to get my hands on the rest of the Ringu books (Ring, Spiral, Loop and Sadako) so I can wax poetic on how awesome they are, too.

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Five Nights at Freddy’s: The Silver Eyes by Scott Cawthon and Kira Breed-Wrisley

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I confess, I am a gigantic fan of the Five Nights at Freddy’s Franchise. I have posters, plush toys, figurines and even fan-made music based on the games. Buying the book Five Nights at Freddy’s: The Silver Eyes only seemed natural, and I was incredibly excited for its release. The recent release of Sister Location prompted me to write a review on Scott’s recent book, his re-imagining of the Five Nights plot as a coherent story. I read the book over a month ago and absolutely loved it. My life has been a little crazy lately, however, so I just haven’t gotten around to reviewing it yet.

The Silver Eyes is a horrific and twisted story about a child murderer who kills many children over a period of decades. The main character is Charlie, a young girl who returns to her hometown of Hurricane after ten years for a scholarship memorial dedicated to her friend, Michael, who was one of the murdered children. The story follows Charlie and her friends’ journey as they return to the scene of the murder and become involved in a decade long sinister plot.

The setting of this book is inherently creepy-even if you haven’t played the games-you get a very clear picture of this old, dilapidated and abandoned Chucky Cheese-esque pizza place. The haunted, revenge-seeking animatronics are an entirely new concept in horror and lord, do they deliver the scares! The Silver Eyes combines a cute, budding romance, good representations of anxiety and PTSD, as well as the coming of age story of a young girl haunted by her past.

Charlie, the leading female character, is the daughter of one of the co-owners of Freddy Fazbear’s Pizza, the location where the five children were murdered, five children that Charlie was friends with. Her father committed suicide shortly after, causing the town to belief that he was guilty. Charlie and many of her friends left the town to escape the darkness of what had occurred. Each character has a complex personality and is very well written. I can’t say that I was surprised, because Scott is known for hiding deep story elements behind jumpscares in the video games. This story was a wonderful experience for a Five Nights fangirl such as myself.

My favorite part of the story was definitely near the end, where everything starts falling into place and Charlie remembers her past and uses it to help her and her friends escape the horrors they now face. Charlie is such a dynamic character who uses her tragedy and becomes stronger because of it. For such a dark story, it has a pretty happy ending. I was pleasantly surprised by that.

I highly recommend this book to anyone who enjoys horror, but especially people who like Five Nights at Freddy’s and want to know more about the new Sister Location game, as Scott has confirmed that they are both part of the same timeline and canon. It’s a very good story with twists and turns and amazing characters with flushed out personalities and believable traits. Also, it has an adorable underlying romance tale and a good balance of darkness and comedic relief. It’s a very creative and unique work. I give it a 5/5 and it is definitely on my top 3 favorite books of all time list.

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The Bargaining by Carly Anne West

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The Bargaining is Carly Anne West’s second book I believe, (the first being The Murmuring, which I will probably read very soon) and it follows the tragic life of Penny, a child of divorce who has recently loss someone close to her. She suffers from dissociation and hallucinations, and struggles with depression as well. She constantly blames herself for what happened, even though West does not really give us a clear picture of exactly what that event was until near the end of the story.

The tension in this book is completely fathomable. It is so thick you could cut it with a knife. The characters are well written, each having a unique personality and a story. When Penny is dragged away for the summer to help her step mother renovate a dilapidated old house, you find out more about the step mom, April, as well. She is actually my favorite character and is really likable, dispelling the ‘evil step mother’ stereotype. Her parents, on the other hand, are both pretty awful.

The setting for this is small town Washington in the dense woods of the Pacific Northwest. I actually have family who live in that same environment or area, just south of Seattle. So that was really cool for me to know exactly what the author was describing. It is definitely a creepy setting, so well done, Carly! The personalities in the small town near their summer project are very colorful and spooky. The house itself, located in the middle of the woods, completely isolated from the world, has a certain air about it that makes you heart beat a bit faster, even as a reader. It is actually a place I would love to spend the weekend! I’m a sucker for haunted houses!

West is a master of leaving bread crumbs and holding back, so that the twists and turns are huge and hard to see coming. I picked this book up and two hours later I was finished with it. It was so good that I could not put it down! The introduction is captivating and terrifying. You really feel for these characters, especially if the reader has come from a broken home, lost a loved one, been abused, or dealt with mental illness. It really hits close to home for me, as I have lost many people that I love, some of which I blame myself for not being there enough for them (suicide). I also cope with chronic depression, history of suicide attempts and bouts of suicidal thoughts, and severe social anxiety. I guess that is why I relate so much to Penny, and what she has been through.

Penny also has a love of photography, and it is one of her coping mechanisms throughout the book. This I can also relate to, as I enjoy photography in my spare time with my Nikon. All of these personal ties really made the book easy to ‘get into’ and I enjoyed it a lot.

I will say that the ending left me a bit conflicted and wanting more. I reread the last two chapters over and over, trying to understand them better. I do not know if this is just me being silly or if the author did that on purpose to leave me stumped.

In conclusion, if you like ghost stories that have a lot of depth and are extensively creepy, this is the book for you!
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Thank you so much for reading and I hope you have a good day!

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These Vicious Masks by Tarun Shanker and Kelly Zekas

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I feel compelled to write a small review about this book, as I really enjoyed it. I picked it up on a whim, and now it sits among my other favorite novels. It’s a thrilling story set in 1882 England, and the back of the book described it as ‘Jane Austen meets X-Men’ (who WOULDN’T want to read that??). These Vicious Masks delivers what it promises, and so much more.

The main character, Evelyn is believable and her emotions are very easy to sympathize with as she searches for her kidnapped sister, struggles to trust Mr. Braddock, and holds her suspicions about Mr. Kent. I obviously do not want to give anything away, but the discovery of special powers such as healing, charming, teleporting, making people sick, etc are the driving force behind this novel, and yet somehow they still take a backseat to the very real and growing relationships that Evelyn forms throughout her perilous journey through the back alleys of London.

I was completely sucked into this book from page one. I love it. It’s sassy, mysterious, and oh-so Victorian. There is a pinch of romance, but not enough to make it the center of the plot. The character is totally and completely devoted to her sister, Rose, and the story stays true to that by displaying her resistance to being distracted by feelings, her own safety, and her reputation, all of which are put on the line and promptly tossed out the window in the process of her rescue attempt.

I rate this a 4 out of 4. If you enjoy fantasy, romance, horror, crime, science fiction, Victorian England, or anything of the sort, this is the book for you. If Pride, Prejudice and Zombies is on your ‘favorite books’ list, then this one will be quick to follow.

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The Suffering by Rin Chupeco

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I picked this book up after I got home from work yesterday and didn’t put it down until I was finished. It was fantastic, and everything I expected from a sequel to such an incredible book as The Girl from the Well. It continues to follow Okiku and Tark after the events of the first book. I love this series so much that I can barely contain myself!

This book has a perfect setting for a horror book–Aokigahara in Japan. This is actually one of my favorite sites to study, as it’s history fascinates and mystifies me. The Suffering takes all the best elements of Ringu and Fatal Frame and squishes them into an action-packed, scary-as-hell, made-me-weep-like-a-child tale. There’s love, there’s loss and there is a whooooole lot of creepy ghosts and spine-chilling moments.

Did I mention Fatal Frame? If you have ever even heard of the story of Fatal Frame (any of the games, really) then this book should appeal to you. The whole lost mansion/village, creepy dolls, ritualistic sacrifice, crazy priests, yuurei out the wazoo and whole searching-and-fighting-for-the-person-you-love-most thing are all super prominent themes in this book. I saw so many similarities in the stories that it got me thinking that surely this must be an actual legend in Japan, and since I know Chupeco-sama is a crazy good researcher, I bet it probably is. And that interests me to no end!

Everyone should read these books. Seriously, they are so, so good. Anyone who likes horror, J-horror, anything of the like, will love this series. Do it! I give it four out of four stars!

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The Girl from the Well by Rin Chupeco

The Girl from the Well (The Girl from the Well #1) – Rin Chupeco

This incredible novel of terror and love is everything I have ever wanted in a piece of literature. Ever. It has jumped to my ‘Favorite book’ slot faster than any other novel I have read. As a student of Japanese culture, I am constantly pushing my ear to the ground in the latest releases as far as J-horror goes. Ju-on, Ringu, Kairo, Kaidan: these are just a few of my favorite movies in the genre. So, when I spotted this lovely book in Barnes and Noble and read one review that called it a mix between ‘The Grudge’, ‘The Ring’, and ‘The Exorcist’. Well, you can imagine how thrilled I was. I actually squealed in the middle of the store. This book seemed so perfect!

The story begins with a legend. The most famous ghost story in Japan (aside from maybe Kaidan) is of Okiku, a ghost who was betrayed by her lord and thrown down a well. This book follows the un-life of the very same Okiku as she traverses modern day America, sucking the life out of abusers and murderers. You actually (Finally!) get to experience a Japanese horror movie from the perspective of the yuurei!

Half of the story takes place in America, and half of it takes place in Japan, which I feel is a reference to the other main character–Tarquin–as he is half Japanese and half American. The book is a perfect blend of horror, cute factor, and history. It takes a real, honest-to-goodness three hundred year old Japanese ghost story and puts a whole new spin on it. Chupeco introduces the reader gently into the ways of Japanese culture. I myself am well versed, but even if I had never heard of hakama, miko, or onigiri, I would have enjoyed the book just as much, as she very clearly and tactfully explains every reference to Japanese culture that she makes (which, to my delight, was many!).

It is so rare for me to find a book that so quickly grabs my attention and steals my heart. It is fantastically well written, the characters are so real and easy to sympathize with, the setting is alive and vividly described, the plot is so deliciously immersive and wonderful that I finished the book in two hours flat! I could not put it down (even reading it while cooking dinner, book in one hand and spatula in the other!). And I will be honest and say that on payday, the first thing I am buying is the sequel: The Suffering.

If you are interested in Japanese culture, horror movies, Japanese horror movies, ghost stories, supernatural and the paranormal, murder, mystery, history, legends, mythology, then this is a book you absolutely HAVE to read! It is an acceptable novel for people of all ages and genders, I myself am 22 and a girl. There is a touch of romance, but it is merely hinted at, so it does little to affect the overall plot, which I thought was a nice touch, as the events that unfold were a strange scenario for a love story. Rin Chupeco is my hero, because she has created a story that is everything I have ever wanted in a book, or even any kind of literature at all. A story that crosses the boundaries of culture, and delivers you into the eyes of the monster-who you discover very quickly was never the monster in the first place. 8)

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